A boring entry

    
        Okay, this is actually a boring entry- because it's about me. If you can't stand with it, I beg you please don't read it. I just want to express my gloom( haha..not so gloomy actually) about how terrible today was for me. I was doing my "write up- assignment" just now and suddenly I can't stand with it for it quite hard for me. Hence, I decided to take a break for a while and this is what I'm doing. 

     I planned to wake up early in the morning because I got rounds at 8 am. But, I woke up late at 7 am and had to rush to my class. Huh, rushing early in the morning really spoiled my mood for the day. And around 10 am, something I've never experienced happened to me. That was the first time my teacher, told me to get out from her class, to be precise it's only 2 of us- me and my friend. Huh, I was shocked because I didn't know the reason. She didn't give me any chance to explain, yet force us to dismiss from the class. When I thought back, maybe it was my fault discussing with my friend at the back. But that time we're discussing something related to the topic because she was asking some questions. It's a norm to discuss a bit at the back before answering to the teachers. And I believe that the other students or even our seniors also did the same at that particular time. But why did she chose me, I mean us? Because we're the chosen one. Yeah, we're special ( just to make myself not so pitiful, huh). I leave the class with big unanswered question, and I was quite sad actually. But it'll be a great lesson for me not to ever repeat the same mistake again. Was that a mistake? Er...forget that, I would rather say it's an misunderstanding. Okay? Happy?

     By the way, thanks to that, I actually had enough time to look for information for the teaching session at 1.30 pm since I won't get enough time because that particular class where I got dismissed might end at 11 am  followed by a lecture on communication skills ended at 1.15am. Yahoo, I found it and it gave me a so called relief. Then, lecture started sharp at the scheduled time, and ended at 1.15pm. Then, at 1.30 pm we had our small group teaching session. Again I was chosen to present to the class. And I did terribly but I was pretty sure about that even prior to that teaching session. I wasn't well prepared and it's nothing. I'm a learner and willing to improve. There must be a first time for everything for me to learn.

Though a lot of fear in my heart

I'll keep fighting till end

Even though I'm feeling lost

It couldn't stop me from going foward

To my dream that I'm gonna reach someday

~ Dream High~

    So, why did I write this? Just to remind me if in case that I might forget this day. That's all, bye.