Hope I’ll get over it!

     It’s so easy to complain about other person when you’re the one who do complain. But then, it’ll be opposite if you’re the victim and everyone is putting the blame on you. That’s hard, right?Things do happen sometimes. 

     Today, I heard that the tast done by my team members had been critique a lot (sure a LOT) and they were putting blame on me and my partner. My partner and I were speechless as we were told that it’s our fault today when the grand presentation was scheduled to be tomorrow. Huh, I can’t accept the fact that our team-leader just accepted what all the nonsensical person said about our team. (Sorry, I’ve to put this kind of words here)I know that I’ve put the best effort doing my part as well as my partner. I just can’t accept that why it has to be today? We have 2 weeks prior to this and I was like in the boredom-till-death mood, trying to ask where I can improve more. The team leader arranged a meeting with ALL team members after lunch, but only 5 of us turned up. Ermm...no idea! It was a bad attitude afterall.

     To keep it short, it turned up to be not our team's faults. I discussed with the so-called team leader and I asked him why it has to be us? Even IF I DO have make mistakes in doing my tasks-  as the team leader, you should tell me first so that I can fix it. To hear complaint from someone who’s NOT RELATED and only know how to put BLAME on others, I feel so disappointed. Furthermore, that person is someone that I used to dislike. Huh, but in the end I took the responsibilities to fix certain parts that I’m capable of doing it. And I’ve done the best as I could. Hope I’ll get over with it and I don’t want to fight with anyone, anymore. Enough, I’m tired of it already after going through a lot of group works, by which only some of them are really helpful. I’ve learnt how can we dislike a person easily, this is so bad. I don’t want to dislike anyone but I just can’t help it especially after experiencing a LOT of terrible things. I just can’t. What should I do? Eottoke?

     Why do I write this? Just in case I might forget this day or forgot that not all your hard work will be appreciated.  But I myself believe and appreciate what I’ve done to the group. Who else then? I’m proud that I can stand for myself and prove that I was right. But to dislike others, I really hate this side of me. And probably that’s the reason why I do adore simple minded Bong Yong-gyu  in Can You Hear My Heart so much! 

     Till then, goodbye!