Trust to be Earn

Sometimes, you never expected someone that you trust so much would do something behind your back, right? A simple silly thing that happened to me suddenly change on how I looked on other people. 

“Don’t judge book by its cover.”

Yep. It’s so true. Things happened to me might sound crazy, but that had really happened. I didn’t have any evidence to pinpoint at certain person, but from now on I knew that someone doesn’t really worth to put trust on. I wondered when our future career deals with things like honesty and stuffs, how this person would be? It’s not too late to change since this is the best time. I really hope that person will come clean – and only then I promise I’ll forgive it. But it doesn’t mean that I’ll forget it. I am that type f person. Once you did bad thing, I’ll remember it forever- except it’s worth to be forgotten and unhealthy. I would definitely remember it, to reflect back how silly I was. Hurmm...I knew that it’s okay to trust someone but don’t put blind trust. You might not know to what extend human can be. Thinking about it again, the word absurd, ridiculous and crazy pooped out in my head.  

  

There’s also a good thing to learn from the incident. Beware and trust no one except yourself. Yeah, I was quite naïve and expect all people are good, just maybe some people had different way of thinking and doing things, but they’re still good people. I was also thinking about running away, but realized that it won’t solve anything. 

I tried to put my shoes on others side, to figure out why a person did so. I asked myself, WHY? And the answer bounced on me was only one phrase. I DON’T KNOW. 

“Eyes can’t see what the mind doesn’t know”

Trust is not something like child’s play. It’s hard to trust and to gain trust. But when it’s broken.. it’s like a glass, it’s fragile, easily be broken and hard to fix. Even sometimes, it cannot be fixed at all. So, guys, don’t let it broke since if it’s broken you might not be able to fix it again. And for me, I really hope that the person will come clean and explain his/her circumstance. I might be able to understand. I just wondered would you be able to sleep at night when you’re actually doing bad things to your friend. If it’s me, I would never be at ease and try to sort things out and come clean. But once again, different people think differently. And that’s what makes human unique living things, sort of.

  

Till then, anyeong. Maybe I'll write about korean drama next time!